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The Abyssal World is an imaginary perspective of life, born from an innocent kid’s insanity.

It started as a place inside the mind, not as a brand. A private world formed when reality became too loud, too heavy, and too confusing to carry in a normal way.
 

In the depths of despair, Fly discovered a world of his own creation. Between 2021 and 2023, he went through a dark period and found himself trapped in silence and isolation. But in his mind, that void was not empty. It was vibrant, alive, suffocating, and full of meaning. What felt like “nothing” to others became a whole reality to him, a space where emotion turned into scenery, symbols, and rules.
 

By late 2024, life became an overwhelming storm: personal struggles, family debt, broken relationships, financial burdens, and the weight of his own dreams. None of it came slowly. It hit all at once, stacking pressure until his thoughts felt impossible to control. His mind spiraled, but inside that spiral he found a spark. If the insanity was real, then it could be shaped. If the pain was permanent, then it could become structure. What began as a concept for art quickly grew into the foundation of something larger.
 

The name “The Abyssal World” was born from fragments of inspiration and personal symbolism. Ken Kaneki from Tokyo Ghoul. Dyrroth from Mobile Legends. The vision of a lava world inspired by his favorite exoplanet, 55 Cancri E (also called Planet Jassen). The shadows of his own mind. These pieces fused into one identity: horns pushing forward into darkness, a left “ghoul eye” glowing with pain and fury, and a presence split between two extremes. A child’s smile and a killer’s stare.
 

Like Fly, Dyrroth was an innocent figure pulled into darkness. A prince taken away and reshaped into something feared. Fly’s childhood carried its own kind of trauma and instability, and there were moments where home stopped feeling like home. Survival thinking took over. He was pulled toward the wrong environments and the wrong choices. Later, he recognized that path for what it was, but he did not pretend the darkness never existed. He carried both innocence and threat, both softness and violence, bound together like two sides of the same soul.
 

His left eye became the living symbol of that duality. In childhood, an accident left a lasting mark near his eye, and that moment became more than a memory. It became a sign. From that day on, he saw the left eye as a “ghoul’s eye,” not just a scar but a message: pain can transform you, and once you have seen the abyss, you do not return to the same person you were before. In The Abyssal World, the left eye represents survival, merciless focus, and the part of the self that forms when life stops being gentle.
 

The Abyssal World grew beyond a concept. It became Fly’s lifestyle. His clothing, his darker aura, his boundaries with people, and his sense of control all started to reflect the world he built inside. To encounter XFly (active legacy name) was to meet two different forces living in one body: the human side that still remembers innocence, and the abyss side that learned how to survive.
 

The core idea is simple but heavy: some damage cannot be undone. Some parts of you do not return to their original form. So instead of pretending nothing happened, Fly chose transformation. He took what was broken and turned it into design. He took what was chaotic and turned it into canon. The Abyssal World is the result of that choice, and it continues to expand as the universe grows through music, visuals, symbolism, and long-term narrative direction.
 

“As a kid who loved studying life at a young age, I accepted all the pain that had already damaged parts of me as new pieces of my life.”